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alaskan_klee_kai
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Name: Siberian
Country: Canada
Gender: Female
Interests: Siberian Huskies, General debates with
people I don't particularly like, Jeremy
Camp, Switchfoot, more to come later..
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/18/2005
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| I haven't been here in longtime... i find that my xanga is very pointless cuz no one reads it and i don't need a place for me to vent anymore cuz i've started a journal.. which i actually write in almost everynight.. yup.. so this site is slowly going to be shut down.... soon . . . yupyup .. so i'm in music clas.. and we're suppposed to work on our summative project but i'm exempt from it! (YAY!!) i'm exempt cuz in the beginning, i made this weird slideshow thing that was showed at the assembly and that took me long to make so now i'm exempt from it.. soooo .. what to sayy .... school is stupid.. eska is a "tete bete" ps: ask remi..
Kim wrote me a letter but she won't let me read it.. i mean. .how pointless is that?? i'm just gonna rip it up nad throw it away! ...
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think it’s time to update… SOO.... i've been so busy lately.... like...
really.. i've had an extra-curricular activity every single day this
week.. PLUS .. to add on top of that.. i was sick on monday.. came home
and slept for like..3 hours before going to theory -_-;;; what a good
way to start off my week... being sick... most of my extra curricular
activities consisted of golf.. and more golf.... and practising is
good.. considering i have my qualifying tournament on may 1st... i
won't get in.. i know it for sure... that's the sad part.. they accept
60 people -- 51 guys and 9 girls.... stupid people... really... grr...
AND .. i'm playing against 18 yr olds... how'd i get myself into this??
talk to Dad if you really wanna know... cuz i don't... anyways..... oh
yeahh.. this site.. savetoby.com .. is soo.... weird.. ?? don't know
how else to describe it.. so.. like.. this guy talks about like.. one
day he finds a bunny.. names it toby.. and how it was attacked by an
alley cat and he goes on about how he loves the rabbit and how it's
such a great friend.. and he says that toby is going to die.. MAYBE...
so i keep reading and he's like.. "i'm going to eat him" .. i'm like..
^o) what?!? like... what kind of a guy goes on about how much he loves
his rabbit.. and then threatens to eat it.. so apparently he's going to
actually eat toby unless people donate $50 000 through the site... to
him.. like... ???? and people actually do.. and it's such a weird
site... and i dont' know what to say about it... cuz on one hand.. it's
smart that they're doing it (not that i agree with it) cuz they
know people would actually donate money.. and people have... but on the
other hand... what kind of a cheap way is that to get money.. and the
time they spent working on that website.. they could've worked for
money.. well earned money.. but yeahhh ..... not much to say these
days.. except.. for.. busy .. and .... yeahhhh ... so.. yupp.. it's
gonna be a while before i update again
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| Haven’t
updated in so long... i've totally neglected this site.. but i will try
to update more often now. still can't believe retreat's over... and
piano evaluations done! i got an 'A' on that.. it was so unexpected...
now i have piano competitions on sunday and monday.. nervousness... i'm
scared... haha it's like.. i'm living in fear.. i've been doing a lot
of thinking lately.. about fear. Fear can be a friend.. yet at the same
time it can be a foe. haha sounds weird. It can help you and protect
you.. yet it can tear you to pieces and drown you with regret. Fear can
betray your emotions and cause you to do things you would never have
done. How do you affirm your fears? How do you stare it in the eyes and
utter the words "i'm not afraid of you"? okay.. my point is.. how can
we NOT be afraid.. yet at the same time.. why do we have to be afraid?
what do we have to lose? Ultimately, nothign on this earth matters..
just don't screw up your life.. lol.. this is a stupid post... like all
my other posts.. just what's going through my head at this very
moment... and just to have something down so that people can't complain
and say i don't update.. which i really don't .. but that's beyond my
point... so yup..
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| Retreat’s
over.. already.. now.. back to our hectic lives.. bringing with us all
that we've learned.. sometimes i jsut can't help but wonder if i'll
succeed in living out the life we should be living out.. piano
evaluation this morning.. i was soo incredibly nervous.. messed up in
the beginning.. now.. i have to focus on my two piano competitions and
my golf qualifying round for the trounament.. how did i get myself into
such a busy schedule? i don't know.. i don't know anything.. all i know
is that i don't have a choice now... which brings me to another thing..
i've finally accepted the reality that i'm not going to be able to
change schools.. now all i have to do is learn to like my school...
somewhere deep inside.. i know i'm never going to .. but outside.. i
really want to.. i don't want to wake up each day dreading school.. cuz
that's how it is right now... as if i'm living in fear.. of school.. as
stupid as that sounds.. yeah.. w/e.. i still have work.. i shouldn't be
wasting my time here.. just thought i'd update you people (who actually
read this) on the life of ....
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